Hello world. The following was written 9/19/2021.

For the last two months I have been held in place recovering from anaphylactic shock and pneumonia. During this recovery I have found myself faced with many lessons to be learned about myself, my physical limits and my journey. I have had to look within myself at what I am perceiving, believing so experiencing all to be. Asking Holy Spirit what it is I am witnessing and what are the lessons I am to learn from these experiences.

Last week I shared how I was shown why I have been on the path…

Hello world. The following was written 09/18/2014.

I was being Guided to look at and contemplate the walls I had built within me to protect myself. I was being Guided to look at how I was blocking myself from receiving the gifts my Father and brothers were giving me with my fears.

Have you ever heard the sayings, “Don’t do anything in half measures. Always give it your all. Don’t hold anything back.?” Well, it seems that I have done just that. When I do something I do it to the best of my ability. I give and give and…

Hello World. The following was written 09/17/2014.

I was contemplating how I was taught to plan ahead and prep for possible disasters that could befall me. Things such as having enough money to survive for months if an emergency happened. To constantly look to some far off possible event as a possible outcome and fear it.

Maybe I will get on the mic today and talk about manifestation. About how we create scenarios in our minds of possible problems to come then try to put things in place in case there is a fallout of some kind. …

Hello world. The following was written 09/16/2017.

I found myself having a conversation with a brother regarding floors. My brother is believing that the materials used change what a floor is and so changes what it means and even it’s purpose and value. None of this is true. It is no more than a belief being held in a label to change the meaning of what is.

It is funny, I had a conversation with someone last night about floors. They spoke of how they do commercial flooring and not residential. My response at the time was that a floor…

Hello world. The following was written 09/16/2017.

This is a follow up to the article titled, “Which do you choose brother?” I shared yesterday. After much contemplation and questioning, a deeper clarity with understanding was given me as to what it was my Guides were stating.

Yesterday afternoon I found myself writing a message out and posting it. I have spent the night and most of this day contemplating the meaning and asking for clarity and understanding to what is meant. A comment made by a brother brought clarity in meaning and more depth of understanding.

The message, “Which do…

Hello world. The following was written 09/15/2018.

Last night I found myself experiencing a strange heavy energy. Around 10 o’clock I found myself experiencing what felt like a blanket being laid over me. I felt this heaviness and pressure pushing down on me from all sides. It literally drained me of energy and had me going to bed feeling as if I was about to pass out.

Around 12:45 AM my Husband Alex came into the room to check on me. I was crying out loud in my sleep. My Husband has learned to approach me cautiously when I am…

Hello world. The following was written 09/15/2016.

I was contemplating the situation that had occurred the day before where I had been removed from a group and told I was not allowed to share as my brothers were being allowed to share within that group. I was being singled out by an admin because they did not agree with the perspectives I was being shown on my own journey to healing. What they were wanting was blind acceptance and belief in what they were dictating everything should be.

“So I spent the day yesterday contemplating what happened. That contemplation carried…

Hello world. The following was written 9/15/2017.

The fork is coming and a decision made. Which do you choose, you have 7 days.

Service to self or service to other…