A call for love, Suicide.

Hello world. The following was written 01/24/2016.

In making these ACIM lesson videos with my Husband we have had a call for love in the form of someone saying they are going to commit suicide. Stating their Higher Self has told them they are done here and it is time for them to come home. Stating they are done with this world of illusion. They have forgiven and are at peace and are being called to kill themselves. They are saying they can no longer stand this world of illusion they find themselves in.

In all my years of pain and suffering I have contemplated suicide many times. I have talked freely of this on many occasions. I have also died and been resuscitated over 100 times in my life complete with out of body experiences with Spirits and Angels communicating with me during those times. Each time they told me I had a choice to continue on here or move on to another life. I had the choice to stay or go. Each time I thought to go Holy Spirit showed me why I wanted to stay. He showed me another way and I chose each time to continue here.

I have come to understand Higher Self or Holy Spirit will never ask me to kill myself. If someone is believing He would ask that of them they are not in their right mind. For Holy Spirit is a call to life not death. Thoughts of suicide are mired in a belief that is not true. That something has gone wrong or I am bad and must be punished. I am to look at what I am believing and placing my faith and trust into if suicide is what is uppermost in my mind.