A Forced Isolation.

Hello world. The following was written 3/22/2015.

For a long time, about 5–6 months I was in a forced isolation. Completely cut off from the outside world by Holy Spirit so I would be better able to learn the lessons He would have me learn without distraction and confusion from the input of others. As I fought and struggled against this isolation my mind was filled with anguish I was being punished.

As time elapsed I began to accept and follow Holy Spirit’s guidance, I began to look at the traumas in my life. I looked at the past experiences I have had and my perceptions of those experiences at that time. I then began to see them differently with a new understanding of their purpose in my life. To accept them as they are and with an understanding all of these things were expressions for a call for love from those who were creating these events.

In many ways the perpetrators are also the victims of their judgments of themselves. How I choose to see the situation and experience it is my choice. It is and will always be my choice and my decision on what I will experience in any given moment. Even in a near death experience it is my choice whether to stay or go. No excuses, no finger pointing, no placing the blame in any of it.

How I experience anything in my life is my choice and my choice alone. All I may do is ask Holy Spirit for the guidance I will need for whatever His purpose for me is. No longer do I look to a book or another for the answers I was seeking. Holy Spirit has shown me it is now time…