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Are you willing to be the Light for those around you or do you want to keep the Light all to yourself?
Hello world. The following was written 8/05/2018.
A couple of days ago my Husband, Alex, shared a post talking about suicide and how he has come to understand it is not the answer. The responses to his sharing opened a dialogue with our brothers about their UNWILLINGNESS to LISTEN TO HEAR their brothers calls for love.
Alex Reyenga shares, “I have to admit that when life gets me down death does feel like an escape. I have contemplated suicide for many months over the past few years. One day a thought came into my mind while I was contemplating suicide and what it would feel like to be dead that told me that if I kill myself I will just come back where I left off. So the escape from this world is not suicide but it is to let go and let God.
We created this world of pain and suffering because we wanted to escape God, to separate from him, and so we must ask God to lead us back home from where we are at as the illusion of death is just more separation. So we must allow Holy Spirit to lead us out of the hell that we made by asking him to lead the way as to where He would have us go, what He would have us say, and to whom.”
A brother responds, “Alex, reach out to someone you trust and speak with your heart and true feelings. Sometimes we just need to release and free ourselves of emotional conflict. The answer is not suicide. Last month I was camping in Colorado and…