Breaking Free From the Nightmare

In 2004 I found myself in a living nightmare. I wrecked my motorcycle breaking my left arm and leg. I spent two weeks in the hospital and almost eight months at home bedridden. I then spent about a year and a half in a wheelchair. When I was lying in that bed unable to move, wondering what it is I am supposed to do, to weak to open my meds., even with the pain making me wish I was dead. Inch by inch and pound by pound my weight increased. I was dying a slow and painful death. Each time I went to the doctor I was given another pill and another diagnoses of another disease. By the end of that first year I was swallowing more pills then food every day and told I was dying of multiple diseases such as two forms of cancer and that NOTHING could be done for me. When I finally reached the end of my endurance six years had passed me by. Six years of painful unending misery. I was 275 lbs. standing at 5' tall. I walked with a cane on my good days and a walker on the bad. Believing the doctors when they told me I would never walk unaided again and that I was dying. Each day I used my hair as a veil. When I would sit there in the bathroom I would try to hide from my view the wretched scale. Each time I’d see it, I’d start to cringe. The mental torture becomes a no-win battle. I reached the end there pretty hard. I either wanted to die or prove them wrong. I decided to prove them wrong.

As I sat there praying for release in the form of death from my own personal hell I was guided by Holy Spirit to try doing things differently. I started by changing what I was eating. Then I started working on the meds. I was taking 14 pills four times a day. The more pills I was given the worse my health got. I was seeing a correlation here that the doctors were refusing to see. It was the doctor’s pills that were killing me. I was living with migraines every single day. I was having my menses nonstop. I now had high blood pressure, sleep apnea, diabetes, IBS, anemia and two forms of cancer. Because of the medications I could no longer go out into the sun. My bones had become so brittle that I was at risk of shattering something if I hit something the wrong way. I was on the fast track to death with my doctors guiding the way. In 2011 I made a choice. I chose to go completely organic in what I was putting into and using on my person and environment. I started weening myself off of the medications I was on. I looked for natural alternatives. I found what I was looking for after a lot of research, asking questions and a lot of praying. Needless to say, the results…