Can you see, why it is important to look at your beliefs to see where they come from and why you believed them?

Hello world. The following was written 9/09/2017.

I once asked Holy Spirit and my Guides, why did I experience all the things I had? Why were those things done to me in the first place? Why am I having memories and visions from my past coming up constantly? Their response was flooring.

Holy Spirit states, “The only difference between you and the Beings around you, are the judgmental beliefs you hold forth as being the Truth as defining you, them, and this world you inhabit. You are responsible for how you are choosing to think, believe, and do. It is YOU who are keeping the belief you are separate from the Being next to you. No one is making the choice and decision to judge but YOU.

You are unable to accept who you are which is why you judge who the Beings around you are choosing to be. Accept yourself as you are without judgments and you will be able to accept them as they are without judgments. When you become the example, the world follows your lead.”

At 9 months old I was force fed, then kicked across a room into a fireplace killing me, by my grandmother. In those moments I judged what I was experiencing. My judgments had me believing I had done something wrong. Believing I did not deserve love, kindness, gentleness, or compassion. Then began the rapes and molestations by family members, neighbors and friends of family, also at 9 months. These…