Circumstances do not matter, only my state of being matters.

Hello world. The following was written 3/14/2016.

For that past two weeks I have been in severe pain. The amount of suffering I have endured has amazed me in the extreme. Yet, through all of it I have not been complaining. I have not been asking God why I am being punished or what I have done wrong as I would have in my past. As my pain crescendos to it’s peak my tears flow freely. My cries are caught within the confines of my pillow. Through all of it I ask what it’s purpose is for. How is this of benefit to me?