Dis-ease — Disease

Hello world. The following was written 8/24/2016.

This dis-ease within me causes me pain.

This dis-ease within me has me suffering again.

This dis-ease within me has blinded me in it’s acuteness.

This dis-ease within me has caused me to run in fear again.

This dis-ease within me has taken form.

This dis-ease within me has become a norm.

This dis-ease within haunts me day and night.

This dis-ease within me. This disease within me.

This disease within me eats me from within.

This disease within me shows all my sins.

This disease within me shows the world my shame.

This disease within me shows the world my pain.

This disease within me hold me in a cell.

This disease within me is my manifestation of hell.

This disease within me I have judged as insane.

This disease within me is part of the game.

My dis-ease caused my disease.

The putrid lies that I believed.

Those judgments that you handed me.

The ones that I chose to believe.

They are the ones that taught me shame.

They are the ones that taught me blame.