Do I want to live or kill myself off?

Hello world. The following was written 4/20/2015.

Apparently I am being judged as being broken and needing to be fixed, by quite few people out there. I am being told I am a bliss ninny in the worst possible way. Told I am not looking at or dealing with my shit as it were. The same ones saying I am codependent or am an abuser, are saying I am not really looking at or willing to look at any of my shit, because I am not willing to LISTEN to them or DO what they want me to do. Which seems to be to join with them and do what they want me to do at all times. I am not to think for myself in any way, shape or form. Only they know what is right and best for me. Apparently the consensus is I need to start drinking the kool-aide. My Inner Guide is telling me drink water, or I may find myself slitting my wrists. Do I want to live or kill myself off?

Decisions, decisions, decisions.

Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.