God gave me Holy Spirit to guide me to the Truth and heal me.

Hello world. The following was written 6/11/2015.

“Circumstances do not matter. Only state of being matters.” ~Bashar

No matter my situation in life. How I choose to perceive will depict my state of Being. Before studying A Course In Miracle, my life was chaotically wracked with pain and suffering. All of which I believed I deserved and asked for. I believed the world was out to get me and everyone was my enemy. I had been through many trials, traumas and tribulations in my growing years. My adult years were not showing much difference. Until…( que dramatic music).

In 2004 I wrecked a motorcycle which left me bedridden, wishing I was dead. This first accident placed me in a wheelchair, after 8 months in a bed unable to move or do for myself. As the doctors gave me more medications my body began to shut down. I was dying a very slow painful death. The diagnoses, each time I visited the doctors was worse than the time before. When I reached the bottom of my barrel I prayed to a God I hated and didn’t believe in. I took a leap of faith and placed myself in God’s hands.

God gave me Holy Spirit to guide me to Truth so I may heal. Holy Spirit started me off by telling me to pay attention to what my body was telling me. As I paid attention I started noticing exactly what my body was saying to me. A lot of what I was eating I was allergic to and didn’t even know it. When I stopped eating these things my body healed. Holy Spirit then had…