God gave me Holy Spirit to guide me to the Truth and heal me.

Hello world. The following was written 6/11/2015.

“Circumstances do not matter. Only state of being matters.” ~Bashar

No matter my situation in life. How I choose to perceive it at that time will depict my state of being. Before taking A Course In Miracle much of my life was chaotic and wracked with pain and suffering. All of which I believed I deserved and asked for in some way. I believed the world was out to get me and everyone was my enemy. I had been through many trials, traumas and tribulations in my growing years. My adult years were not showing much difference. Until…(dramatic music is que’d)

In 2004 I wrecked a motorcycle which left me bedridden and wishing I was dead. This first accident placed me in a wheelchair after 8 months in a bed unable to move or do for myself. As the doctors gave me more medications my body started to shut down. I was dying a very slow painful death. The diagnoses I would get each time I visited the doctors was worse and worse. When I reached the bottom of my barrel I prayed to a God I hated and didn’t believe in. I took a leap of faith and placed myself in His hands that day.

God gave me Holy Spirit to guide me to the Truth and heal me. Holy Spirit started me off by telling me to pay attention to what my body was telling me. As I paid attention I started noticing exactly what my body was saying to me. A lot of what I was eating I was allergic to and didn’t even know it. When I stopped eating…