Hello brother. You did not "create" yourself nor are you the one who "taught" yourself what everything is and is supposed to be according to the family you were born to, town, county and country. Each of those items mentioned create layer upon layer of judgments and meaning given to them which were taught to you by someone else. What makes of them a poor teacher is the understanding they never questioned what they were being taught or they would not have taught it to you. What you have chosen to do is accept blindly what they taught you without questioning if it was true. THAT IS what you have done and are responsible for. Those choices you have made to accept so believe.
Point being you are told and taught you are the meat coated skeletal wagon or body you inhabit and it defines who you are and are supposed to be. What the judgmental label has done is limited you to a finite material object whose identity and purpose is dictated to you by it. Your mind and emotions are the tools used against you to manipulate you and all you think, say, do, believe, perceive so be. You are trained to accept and believe in an authority that does not exist anywhere but your own mind. You accept what they dictate enslaving yourself willingly to them out of fear of being judged, labeled, persecuted and punished for choosing differently than they choose.
Psychology is key to understanding how your own mind works and is used by you and those around you to manipulate so control you. If you continue reading that which I share you will come to understand exactly what it is I state here. There is more to this reality than is taught so believed. I AM proof of this! I have died and come back over 100 times. I have survived and healed abuses in the extreme, learning so understanding how each was of benefit to me on the journey in learning who I AM and am meant to be.
I am sharing the experiential aspects of my own journey in the articles I write so share. I share real life experiences and where I questioned what I was taught of Holy Spirit and my Guides then accepted what they placed before me as the TRUTH. Each time I accepted what they showed me I healed a disease within my body. I healed cancers and other diseases without medications or surgeries.
Instead of judging what is shared with you in the article, try asking Holy Spirit to explain and show you how what is shared with you is of benefit to you and is the Truth. Ask and you shall receive, but you have to ASK Holy Spirit to come in first. Your Free Will does not permit Holy Spirit to come to you or answer you unless you ask Him specifically without judgments.
Blessings to you on thy journey my brother. Hugs and love to you.