I am not here to gain followers or become the next Guru.

Hello world. The following was written 7/18/2017.

I find myself faced with questions from my brothers. They ask me how much money I charge and if I am seeking followers or to be a Guru. They ask me who my Guru is or what path I am following. They ask me to tell them what they should be reading, listening to or who they should follow. In all things they ask for my judgments and opinions as to what it is they should choose for themselves.

A brother asks, “S R — Namaskar — To you & your guides? I have been deeply interested as to how you acquired this above average sight/ plus the judgmental system/ society? O did you know that the red Indians — were actually Indians who ventured our West of Bharat(India) some 5000 years ago. thus lovers of true nature & usefulness of nature for our close survival! perception/mis- Perceptions are everyday occurrences when with ppl but given a chance can be elevated persons / Devotee’s h b”

My response, “In 2004 I was in an accident which had me bedridden for 8 months unable to move or do anything for myself. During this time I was informed by multiple doctors I had two forms of cancer and many other diseases. I was informed my body was dying and there was nothing they could do for me. As I laid in bed I had all the time in the world to dream of ways to kill myself and have a conversation with God. I asked God how to get out of the hell I was in without wading through more bullshit. I was done and was ready to check out right then…