I ask myself if there really is a God.

Hello world. The following was written 12/09/2014.

I can remember dying at age 14 from an asthma attack at school. Standing and looking down at my body as the P.E. teacher was performing CPR on my body. Hearing her thoughts and mumbled words as she worked frantically to get me breathing again. Hearing, “Please baby, breath, just breath for me. Damn it breath. Come on baby breath for me.” All while administering CPR to my body. Laying back down in my body and opening my eyes to see her heart felt tears. I could feel her love as she worked on me. Her love is what…