I had to face myself head on, with honesty, authenticity and love.
Hello world. The following was written 8/11/2021.
On the journey, each Soul is faced with numerous experiences they are required to make a choice and decision in regards, what it is they think and believe they are experiencing. In each situation they experience, they must decide what the experience means and shall be for them. They must choose how the experience, defines their reality and even themselves.
Most, if not all, religions and belief systems teach of forgiveness. They teach one, they must forgive those who transgress against them. What they do not teach one, is to look at what has been experienced and to question themselves of what it is they believe all to be. They do not teach one, of their own responsibility in choosing what it is they are believing all to be. They do not teach one, to look at how they are in judgment of themselves and the world they are a part of.
They do not teach these things, because they are the one who is teaching their followers to do these things. They are the ones teaching them, to judge and seek out the judgments of others as defining them. They are the ones, who are training their followers to enslave themselves willingly to them, unconsciously. They do not tell their followers, they are indoctrinating them into a Cult Mentality of self doubt, self persecution and self denial. They do not tell them, they are training them to be Obedient and to Obey their authority over them.
Something to consider, on my own journey I found forgiving those who had raped, molested, beaten, exorcised, caned, mentally and emotionally abused me, were not enough. I had to understand what they did and why they did it too! Once I could understand the why’s, I found I then had to accept full responsibility for myself and all choices and decisions I made at the time to blindly accept, follow, believe, conform, comply, adhere to and so be whatever they were dictating to me I be.
It was in those moments I could see when, where and why I chose those things, I could then release them fully, so heal on all levels of my Being. It was the accepting of full responsibility for myself and what I had chosen which allowed me to fully change my mind letting go what I had been trained to do, think, say and believe in.
I had to face myself head on, with honesty, authenticity and love. I had to understand the why. The why being, why I made the choices I did, learning I did it for survival. I accepted all I did to get the abuses to stop, if only for a little while. Once I could face these choices I made and why I made them, a door opened within me which allowed me to let it all go and accept in its place what Holy Spirit was showing me. When I let go and accepted what Holy Spirit showed me, I also accepted myself exactly as I AM and I AM able to do in psychic abilities without judgments or fear of persecution. I understand now I AM that I AM, for I AM as God created me to be in His image with all the abilities He has.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.