I have always had a huge problem accepting compliments of any kind.

Hello world. The following was written 4/30/2015.

When I woke up this morning I began my normal routine. I got up and used the bathroom, then went to help make coffee. I then sat at the computer in the office and began checking my business emails. We have been doing contract work for about 7 to 8 years now for a couple of companies.

As the workload has increased over the years scheduling and communicating with the different people involved has become more and more complex. At the beginning of the year Alex and I discussed the issues happening and the frustrations everyone was running into. Because of the problems everyone was having, Alex inquired if he could have me contact the end users to schedule the appointments to free him to focus solely on the work.

Since I started doing this work the communication lines have opened fully for everyone. So much so Alex and I have both been receiving a lot of praise lately. One of the Heads of management actually sent me a very nice email last night in regards this stuff. I was able to schedule a three person move for two locations so all work would be able to be done at the same time on the same day.

Each time I have spoken with this Manager on the phone or via email I have done my best to answer every question he has and to ask the questions needing to be asked. His email last night has me looking at some deep seated thoughts and feelings within me. In his email he stated: “If I…