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I have found on the journey I will chop wood and carry water.
Hello world The following was written 8/17/2021.
I have found on the journey I will chop wood and carry water. Meaning, I will have experiences and will be required to look at them and what I was choosing to perceive them to be in a moment of Self Reflection. As soon as I look at these experiences so learn the lessons within them, how I am perceiving all to be including myself shall shift so change. Nothing outside of me has changed. I am still chopping wood and carrying water as far as those around me can perceive. Yet, the shift which occurred within me has changed how I am perceiving myself and my reality. As my perspective perceptions shifted and changed within my own mind, my reality shifted and changed with me, so I no longer perceived the reality I once did.
An example of this shift in perspectives which shifted how I perceived myself, occurred when I was bedridden and dying of multiple cancers and other diseases as my body was shutting down one system at a time in 2004. I was home alone, in extreme pain laying in my bed unable to move or do anything for myself after wrecking my motorcycle, breaking the left side of my body. I was told I was dying and nothing could be done for me by 6 different doctors who had me on 14 pills 4 times a day.
That day I found myself looking out my body’s physical eyes as if they were windows. I was trapped inside of this body, where no one could see me or hear me, within it. I was then flooded with flashing memories of…