I have to be willing to accept and receive the gifts my Father and brothers would give me.

Hello world. The following was written 09/18/2014.

I was being Guided to look at and contemplate the walls I had built within me to protect myself. I was being Guided to look at how I was blocking myself from receiving the gifts my Father and brothers were giving me with my fears.

Have you ever heard the sayings, “Don’t do anything in half measures. Always give it your all. Don’t hold anything back.?” Well, it seems that I have done just that. When I do something I do it to the best of my ability. I give and give and give till there is nothing left in me to give. Then I look within and find I still have more.

The problem here is I keep giving without being willing to receive in return. I am actively refusing the gifts my brothers would give me. How can my brother fulfill his purpose here if I will not accept his gifts to me? He can’t.

I have to be willing to accept and receive the gifts my Father and brothers would give me. Until I do I am actively blocking the blessings God has for me. I sit here contemplating the issues that arise within my world. Will I be able to pay my bills? Can I afford to buy groceries today? How can I make ends meet this month? What else will the Dr. tell me is wrong this week? Yadda, yadda, yadda, blah, blah, blah.

The lesson I received this morning was quite the eye opener as to the “pride” my ego self has in giving. I feel great…