I look within at what is happening inside of me.

Hello world. The following was written 1/18/2017.

Good morning world. I am feeling particularly irritable this morning as I sit here trying to read the garbage being posted. Notice I state the word “trying” here? Very few posts are making any sense to me today. It actually started to make me feel very angry inside. This not being able to read or comprehend what is written.

When I recognized that I was getting upset at not comprehending what I was reading, I stepped back a step and asked my Guides WTF is going on… Why am I able to read this and not that? What is the difference here?

My Guides response, “The difference is one is sharing from the heart and the others are sharing from their head. Those who share AUTHENTICALLY from the heart where they are at and what they are going through are the ones who will connect with the most people. Those are the folks who are actually being HONEST with themselves and their brothers.

As for the ones staying in their heads… They speak from the ego mind to the ego mind. The only ones who seem to connect with them are other egos. These would be the folks who refuse to do the work themselves and choose to blindly follow someone else. These folks seem to enjoy pain and suffering as well as controlling and manipulating those who come around them.”

So, what exactly is the differences here I am witnessing? Why is one understandable to me and the other incomprehensible? What I am being shown here is that one is sharing from the heart what it is they are experiencing and the lessons they are learning from them holding nothing back. Those are the ones I am able to hear and comprehend fully.

The ones I am not able to comprehend are the ones who simply repeat what they have read or heard someone else state. It seems to be that if one is blindly following another what they are sharing is meaningless to me. It has absolutely no value, meaning, or worth for me, so comprehension is not needed.

My Guides are telling me I am no longer up in my head with my ego mind. I have dropped two feet into my heart where my Soul resides. It is here in my heart that all healing has occurred. It is here in my heart that I shall meet my brothers in theirs.

I recognized immediately that something was off with me this morning. In paying attention to my thoughts, emotions, and physical feelings I was given an understanding that…