In ALL abusive relationships we must decide for ourselves that, WE DO NOT WANT THIS ANYMORE!

Hello world. The following was written 1/21/2017.

Good morning world. Today has started quite interestingly for me this morning. When I woke up within minutes I found myself crying uncontrollably. As I sat on the toilet tinkling, I found myself starting to cry copious tears at first. Then within seconds I was in the midst of a full blown torrential down pour.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I found myself bawling my eyes out for absolutely no reason this morning and it lasted up until 15 minutes ago. I have been sitting here shaking my head at my body and it’s antics.

The only conclusion I am able to come to is that I was experiencing my brothers emotions this day. As I awoke all my normal “defenses” were not yet in place to block out the strong emotions of those around me. What I may have been experiencing is my brothers fears, pain, and suffering in the moment as our country transitions from one President to another.

I found myself watching the inauguration this morning of President Trump. As the time drew closer to the swearing in the emotional upheaval I was experiencing became stronger and stronger until I was sobbing uncontrollably throughout it.

Throughout this election cycle I have not felt any strong emotions within myself, especially in regards to this stuff. In all actuality I have felt a sense of disconnect. As if I was watching a movie on a screen. The…