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In ALL abusive relationships we must decide for ourselves that, WE DO NOT WANT THIS ANYMORE!
Hello world. The following was written 1/21/2017.
Good morning world. Today has started quite interestingly for me this morning. When I woke up within minutes I found myself crying uncontrollably. As I sat on the toilet tinkling, I found myself starting to cry copious tears at first. Then within seconds I was in the midst of a full blown torrential down pour.
Ladies and Gentlemen, I found myself bawling my eyes out for absolutely no reason this morning and it lasted up until 15 minutes ago. I have been sitting here shaking my head at my body and it’s antics.
The only conclusion I am able to come to is that I was experiencing my brothers emotions this day. As I awoke all my normal “defenses” were not yet in place to block out the strong emotions of those around me. What I may have been experiencing is my brothers fears, pain, and suffering in the moment as our country transitions from one President to another.
I found myself watching the inauguration this morning of President Trump. As the time drew closer to the swearing in the emotional upheaval I was experiencing became stronger and stronger until I was sobbing uncontrollably throughout it.
Throughout this election cycle I have not felt any strong emotions within myself, especially in regards to this stuff. In all actuality I have felt a sense of disconnect. As if I was watching a movie on a screen. The emotions I found myself expending this morning were completely unexpected, mostly because I recognize that NONE of it was my own emotions or feelings.
As an empath I feel everything my brothers are feeling and experiencing in the moment, especially when I am right there with them. All mental, emotional, and physical pain is felt within me. It is as if I am being given an open view of what it is my brother is experiencing within them.
Folks as I listened to President Trump speak this morning, I heard a man who refuses to play the games that the career politicians have been playing for decades. I heard a man tell the people they were the ones in power now. That he is now working for them. We are now HIS boss. I heard a man state that his choices will be to put Us the American People first in all matters.
Will he live up to what he has stated? I do not know. Will things get better for us as a country? They…