In The Blink of an Eye.

Hello world. The following was written 3/21/2015.

I “try” to look at things without judgment as best I am able too. In many of my daily interactions I see myself in others and others in myself whenever I can. I now understand how judgmental and abusive I was to myself when I was over weight and unable to do anything about it, being bedridden at the time. Being made to depend on another to feed me and wipe my ass was a painful lesson in humility which got even deeper when I had to hand over everything I thought gave me purpose in life to someone else. Perspective is understanding The Holy Spirit was letting me know those things do not define who or what I am and neither did the broken body I was inhabiting.

Letting go of any belief, concept, or idea of what or who I thought I was. Pain is watching your body deteriorate before your eyes. Pain is watching another take on every duty you thought of as yours. Pain is recognizing everything you hold dear and precious and as a reflection of yourself in your own mind is shattered again and again until nothing is left but a heap of lifeless pity. All of this began in the blink of an eye and I would scream in my mind, why me?

Holy Spirit says our Clarity of purpose is to see ourselves in others and others in ourselves. As with my situation things may happen in the blink of an eye and another’s life as they knew it was shattered. To recognize they are in pain and struggling to get through it the best they can just as I did. To see they are no different in their struggle to deal…