Questioning

Hello world. The following is from 11/20/2014.

Questioning

What need have I of you?

What would I have you do?

What is it I would have you say?

This gloom that hangs over me every day.

Like a shadow dancing upon the wall.

Wiggling and squirming before it falls.

Dark triggers, out of light.

Ready to spring into fight.

The harder I work to clear these seeds.

The more I’m filled with misery.

Frustrated by my tears.

They continuously fall though nothing is clear.

The constant angst and anxiety.

Unable to clear what you cannot see.

Pleading and begging for clarity.

To understand what is happening.

Twisted in knots and filled with pain.

A hurt so deep that it’s difficult to explain.

The sequence repeats itself never complete.

Hiding in corners making me weep.

What is this pain that never ends?

Please Holy Spirit, I don’t understand.

What need have I of you?

What would I have you do?

What is it I would have you say?