Hello world. The following was written 3/31/2016.
In everything we are and have been taught to judge. To negate that what we experience is a choice we make. That everything we experience is for our benefit and the benefit of Humanity as a whole. That pointing fingers and placing blame helps no one heal. That kind of thinking is what caused me to get cancers and other diseases. I had to come to this understanding myself. I had to look at every rape, beating, exorcism and molestation I endured and recognize that I CHOSE what it was that I was believing in those moments. That the reactions of those around me where somehow my fault.
Until I willingly looked at these beliefs and the experiences I have had without judging them, I could not heal. I could not heal myself or anyone else until I decided to choose differently this time. To stop believing in whatever is being said to me as being the Truth. To look at everything I have experienced and see what it was I was thinking, feeling emotionally, and feeling physically in those moments. To see how each one is connected to what I am believing in to be true. To recognize that everything I have been believing in have been the judgments and opinions of those around me. In choosing to follow what they have said to me blindly I have created my own personal version of HELL ON EARTH.
Everything I have experienced has been of benefit to me. I would not be who I am without them. As I look out at those around me I no longer see them as being above or below me. I see everyone as being equals in all ways. There is no differences between us. We, each of us, are going through similar experiences of different depths or levels of severity. With different lessons to be learned from a different point of perspective. Yet, we are exactly alike in all ways. We each have flesh and blood. We each have pain and suffering. We each have things we have placed our faith, trust, and belief into blindly.
We defend that which we believe defines us. Folks, the Truth needs no defense. The Truth can stand all on it’s own. It does not need anything to bolster it up. The Truth is not painful, hurtful, mean, or any other negative incantation it is given. The Truth simply is. You either accept it as it is or you do not. That CHOICE is entirely yours. You get to choose what it is you will believe in, regardless if it is true or not. It is called FREE WILL for a reason.