Reviewing what is experienced and learned of one’s Self.

Hello world. The following was written 7/06/2017.

The following is a sharing and the review I was doing of what had been experienced up to that point on my journey. How I seem to do a strange dance within me of placing “myself” into a container, then set myself aside as I answer my brothers calls for love.

I have been sitting here looking at the events happening within my own life in the last eight years, in the last three months, and even the last three weeks. Of how everything can change in the blink of an eye. I am looking at how one can seem to be doing everything right or correct and yet everything that can go wrong does.

Eight years ago my Husband and I had our home foreclosed on during the housing bubble. Following that situation we were offered an opportunity by a family member to purchase another home through them. A contract was written up and signed by all concerned regarding this “sale”. Unfortunately there was only one copy of this contract and that family member said they lost the only copy of that contract shortly there after.

What followed this was years of pain and suffering when that family member refused to sign a new contract and instead tried to make us renters. Constantly holding eviction over our heads as a means of controlling us. Even going so far as to hire a property management company to do their dirty work of Tenancy Termination. Basically an eviction notice.