Hello world. The following was written 09/14/2016.
What I was facing was a “Spiritual Community” that was anything but Spiritual. They judged me, my experiences and that which I was sharing of the experiential aspects of my journey. Telling me it was not possible to experience what I was. When I started this journey it was under a teacher who was not a real teacher. What they were teaching was egoistic judgmental ideologies. As I moved away from them and into the community at large I found that almost every single group out there was no different than the teacher I had been trying to learn from.
At first I joined a group called Awakening Together. Only to find they were a closed house, meaning the group was closed or private and only a few people were allowed to speak or share and they did not want open dialogues. Next I joined ACIM Gather and found it to be exactly the same. Filled with egoistic judgmental ideologies and a demand that everyone conform to what it is those leading the group are choosing to believe. Then I tried Open Minds which were not open at all. All of these groups and so called teachers are teaching the egoistic ideologies and dogma they learned through main stream religions. All they have done is superimposed those filters learned transferring them over to this new medium.
“I came online this morning to this message from the ACIM Gather group… “Sabrina Reyenga — This page is for speakers and topics in ACIM Gather for a Course in Miracles — please post about the programs and speakers, any other posts will be removed — I can only think that by continuing to post on this page you are volunteering to take an hour on the schedule. Please let me know which time you want.” I am guessing someone or some “brothers” are not liking what I am posting. They do not seem to like anyone who does not blindly follow them and do as they are dictating.
Alex responded to that post before I was able to this morning. His response was this, “LOL, I think an hour of Sabrina on the mic would be exciting! We have been on the fence waiting to see if Gather would be a closed house like AT was. So far it looks like you are leaning the same way in restricting sharing and communications and dialogue just like in AT. The only difference is that you have not required approval yet to post. We have been waiting for that moment before we walk away.” Alex then posted a meme of Jack Nicholson saying “You can’t…