Thank you for sharing part of your own journey. Be not sorry for that which I have experienced on the journey. For everything I went through was for my benefit and through me, you and the rest of Humanity. In sharing openly, honestly, authentically holding nothing back, I share what I went through and how my perspective purview shifted so changed how I was perceiving myself and my reality. Thee shifts and changes in perspective healed me on all levels of my Being. I healed myself mentally, emotionally, physically and the very Soul of my Being energetically. As I heal myself I help Humanity heal with me by sharing the processes I went through to do so.
Humanity is awakening to its equality and sameness, meaning how they are all taught the same things in the same ways and to believe these things define who they are and are to be. All children are trained to shut down their natural psychic abilities through the accepting of the judgmental labels and beliefs handed to them by their families, religions and societies. They are taught to negate themselves and that which they perceive beyond what those around them are able to. In this way they are trained to conform, comply and adhere to the dictates of their societies and what it states they are to believe in as being real so possible.
There will come a point on the journey when what your brothers are choosing no longer effects you. Meaning their judgments and the labels they would use to define you so limit you no longer hold meaning for you so do not effect you as they once did. Understanding comes in that what they judge you to be is how they are judging themselves and has nothing to do with you. Keep doing what RESONATES in your heart as right for you no matter what those around you are choosing. No one else gets a say in what you choose for you here and you do not get a say in what they choose for themselves.
Accept yourself as you are and accept them as they choose to be. Accept them and love them from a DISTANCE. You are not required to stand there taking a beating for what they are choosing to believe in. You are allowed to walk away and keep them at arms length.
Blessings to you on the journey my brother. Hugs and love to you. You are loved. I love you.