The Enlightened Ego Mind.

Hello world. The following is from 12/6/2015.

My guidance is to not be in a group where an open dialogue of where we are at on our journeys is to NOT be discussed. Where only the dictates and opinions of the chosen few are to be listened to and followed blindly. Because of the beliefs of the leaders here in this group all doors to communication are being shut down. Denial of what is has never been the way for me. Faking it has only caused me more pain and suffering. The judgments against looking within at everything we experience or have experienced in our lives simply makes our journey longer and more painful.

Why do we walk away from these groups? Because we are tired of being told we are not allowed to feel what we feel, think what we think, and experience what we experience. That we are bad or wrong for speaking what is in our hearts. What I am hearing here is no more than what every other religious group out there is doing. Dictating what it is their “followers or members” should or should not be thinking, feeling, and doing. That if you are not following the form they dictate you are doing it all wrong.

Well, Holy Spirit is saying to me that, that thinking is the thinking of the Enlightened Ego Mind and nothing more. The only form we are to follow is looking within at what it is we are believing in as truth and asking for Holy Spirit to correct those beliefs.

Meditating by the clock, reading book after book or watching video after video will not get us peace within. No piece of paper saying we know what we know has any value other than to prop up an egoistic thought or belief system.

Not having an open dialogue keeps that egoistic thought system in place. Not talking about the steps to get from point A, to point B, to point C does nothing more but create doubt, fear, and chaos within the minds of those trying to find their own way out of the darkness they have found themselves to be in. Not being allowed to speak authentically from the heart without being told you’re doing it wrong drives us to break away and eek isolation from the judgments being handed to us.

The only way to heal is through sharing where we are and where we have been on our journeys. To testify to Holy Spirits Truth in our lives. How He has helped us see the Truth of what we have been doing to ourselves with the judgments we believe in as truth. When I looked within at what I was believing in as truth I realized everything I was believing in…