The nightmare that had been taught to me.

Hello world. The following was written 1/25/2014.

I came across this as I was sorting files and cleaning up some folders tonight. It brought into focus where I have been and where I am at now. That a miracle happened the day I realized nothing has ever gone wrong.

“I seem to have a problem. A very deep seated, ugly problem that doesn’t want to go away, type of problem. It seems I have been conditioned to be terrified of ever asking for or reaching out for help from anyone for anything or accepting any kind of direction from another…