Hello world. The following was written 02/16/2023.
I had a recent NDE experience occur during a weeks long purge sequence, in which I was not able to keep anything down, meaning in my stomach. As the days passed I dreamt and fantasized about drinking water and sucking on ice chips. The less my body took in, the more I craved what I could not have, water.
I was running a very high fever. What little water I did take in was being sweated out of me. My body was spasming, convulsing and locking up in excruciating pain. These convulsing lock ups continued until the very end. The last one holding my body suspended in a corkscrew twist with one of my arms stretched to the sky as if begging for relief or release.
I was begging for release. Release from my body and the racking pain. I was begging God to let me die. I was asking for it. ACIM talks about, “Tolerance for pain may be great, yet it is not without limit.” Well I reached my limit of what it was I could endure. I begged God for death and received what I asked for.
As I drew out of my body crossing over, my lives flashed before me with each planet I had manifested so lived a life of. I was sitting in a meadow of wild flowers atop a mountain as each life and planet in different dimensions passed before me. Next to me was a two year old sniffing the flowers. As the planets and lives passed by, the child asked me a very profound question. I found myself answering the child with the following.
A question was asked, “If Humanity is capable of feeling so experiencing what each other is experiencing as if it is their own, why do they choose to continue hurting each other?”
The answer, “Humanity has been trained to fear their connections to each other energetically and emotionally, so shut down those connections, stifling them until they are not perceived. They are trained to disconnect mentally and emotionally, then to destroy all aspects of such ability. Their fear feeds their need for power and control of themselves and all around them.
Humanity must learn to accept themselves as they are, embracing the connections between them mentally, emotionally and physically. It is through their LOVE and acceptance of themselves and their ability to connect on these deeper levels which shall free them from the shackles binding them in slavery to their own chosen fears.”