Hello world. The following was written 10/08/2017.
In the first few lessons of ACIM I found myself hearing directions being given to me from a Voiceless Voice, beyond what the “teacher” was implying it’s meaning was to be. I was directed to begin to look within, at my own thoughts and beliefs by the Voiceless Voice. The Voiceless Voices I was hearing were Holy Spirit and the Guides given me by God.
The language Holy Spirit used as directions for me at the time was, “Holy Spirit would use His Light and shine it before me. As Holy Spirit would shine His Light into all the nooks and crannies along the pathways which are the labyrinth of my mind. He will guide me back to the Center, to my beginnings and where the One Infinite Creator awaits me and my coming home to the Truth of who I AM and am meant to be.” I began to understand I had to willingly retrace my steps to where I first began to step away from the Truth and accepted lies as being my reality.
It took me close to a year to figure out what I was being shown, was the absolute Truth. I had to let go of the belief, these “teachers” knew better than the guidance I was being given by Holy Spirit. I had to let go of the belief, something written in a book or said in a video was the absolute Truth. I had to learn to start questioning everything I was reading, seeing, hearing and experiencing. I had to question all I was taught to think, believe in and perceive, to see where I made my own choices to believe.
I learned to Stand in my Light of Truth, no matter what it was anyone was telling me. As I did this, I was healed on all levels of my Being. I healed all diseases, could forgive and love those who had hurt me. I could see, how every experience was of benefit to me. Every rape, molestation, beating, exorcism, caning, mental and emotional abuse had a purpose and reason for being experienced, with a lesson to be learned buried within it. Every broken bone, disease, trial, trauma and tribulation was exactly what was needed, for me to understand who I AM. This was the proof for me, I was on the right path.
I found myself writing to an astrologer named Laura Boone. She is an astrologer and a psychic medium with The Lighter Side Network. I asked her if she could explain to me the fear which is experienced, when I would try to get a reading done. The fear was not my own, but the ones doing the reading. She told me my charts show a lot…