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The verbalization of the experience allows one multiple perspectives with which to view it from.
Hello world. The following was written 4/16/2018.
On my journey I have found it is not until I am able to verbalize what it is I am experiencing that I am able to look at it and heal it. I have experienced my brothers judgments of me and that which I share. I have been told I should be ashamed and feel guilty for speaking my Truth of the things I have personally experienced. I have been told and shown again and again if I do not bow down to my brothers dictates I will be shunned, ostracized, guilt, deleted and removed from their existence. Told I am to feel bad and say I am sorry for expressing myself honestly and authentically.
Every day I witness my brothers telling each other what they should or should not be doing, experiencing and feeling. I witness them telling each other how to perpetuate the hell they are experiencing with their dictates to keep silent and fake it until you make it. I ask, why would they do this? The answer I receive is misery loves company. No one wants to be alone in their misery, pain and suffering. All want someone to validate what it is they are experiencing so they can scream out how THEY ARE the VICTIM.
The more I choose to Stand in my Light of Truth, the more I am judged for not conforming and blindly following what it is my brothers have chosen. Daily my brothers are sharing how their lives are a living hell. They scream out in fear over all they are imagining…