This is how I healed depression, anxiety and disease on my journey.

Hello world. The following was written 5/12/2022.

All traumas experienced are retained within ones physical body on a cellular level. They are what causes many of the illnesses and diseases one experiences such as cancer. For me my catalysts to the diseases I was experiencing were force feedings, molestations, rapes, exorcisms, canings, beatings, deaths and mental and emotional abuses where those I loved and my own mind and emotions were the tools used against me to gain my willing compliance through fear of retributions.

Everything is interconnected one to the other seamlessly. Our thoughts and beliefs are connected to our emotions which are connected to our bodies physical responses. When we can catch our thoughts we can see they are judgments taught to us. We can also see how our body is reacting to those thoughts with emotions and the tightening of muscles.

I have a gag reflex I learned at 9 months old after being force fed and kicked across a room into a brick fireplace killing me literally. This gag reflex kicks in anytime a brother tries to control, manipulate or judge me in any way. I have died and been resuscitated over 100 times on my journey. I experience forms of synesthesia which tell me exactly what another is thinking and believing. For their written and spoken words and emotions have attached to them different smells or scents most are not aware of. Jealousy, envy, anger, lies, lust all have smells attached of rot, decay, vomit…