This is why I cannot blindly accept and believe ever again.

Hello world. The following was written 10/13/2019.

My brothers, what you fail to understand or recognize, is NO ONE is required to think, say, do or believe as you are choosing to nor as you would dictate they do. The only one you can control is yourself. In this respect, your mind and choices are the only things you have the power and control to change. It does not matter what anyone else would choose for themselves. All that matters is what you will choose for you. Your choices effect you and only you in the end. For it will be your choices you must live with and heal from eventually. Step back and contemplate these perspectives I am placing before you, of what you are dealing with in regards psychological indoctrination.

I AM a Natural Mystic, Clear Open Trans Channel for Holy Spirit, and a Psychic Intuitive Empath. I was raised Catholic and left religion at age 14 after 14 years of molestations, exorcisms, rapes, canings, beatings, mental and emotional abuses. My family blindly believed the church when it deemed me as being evil and demon possessed. They used psychological indoctrination in myriad forms including torture to get me to conform and comply, so believe what they dictated I was, was to be and believe in.

I had court appointed psychologists tell me I was lying, wanted it, deserved it and should have stayed silent about all I had experienced when my landlord tried to rape me. They negated what I was sharing of my experiences. They tried to get me…