TO BE THE LIGHT I WAS MEANT TO BE.

Hello world. The following was written 1/13/2017.

A brother asks, “What’s it like out there?? Outside the body, what did you see, feel, and learn? What did you remember? I would love to hear every detail…”

My response, “For me there was a sense of disconnect from everything. All the pain and suffering I was in, in that moment was gone. I was outside of my body watching what was happening around me. As I observed I could hear what was verbally being said as well as the thoughts going through the minds of those around me. As I observe I am joined by two pure Light Beings. These Beings have come to me each time I have died and left my body. Each time They speak with me about what I have experienced and what it is I would like to do. It is my choice to stay or go. To stay and continue the journey in that body or move to a new body and new experience of Being. That is what I have experienced each time, with two exceptions. They both were days I had asthma attacks.

The first when I was 15 and the second at 26. In each I was more focused on those around me and what they were experiencing in regards of my dying in front of them to notice if my Guides were there. When I was 15 it was my teacher trying to revive me and my classmates watching in shocked horror. As I described above at 26 I was focused on my 5 year old son and helping him help me.

The other point I would like to make is that at both times in my life giving up and walking away or into the Light was not what I was desiring for me right then. I actively was choosing to stay and continue on here. I felt pulled to stay and finish whatever it was I had started. I sense I had a strong will within me that was guiding me to keep going, that was telling me I could do this. And what do you know…here I am…”

Another brother asks, “Wow Sabrina, such a fascinating journey you’re having. Such experiences I’ve never had, or have memory of. Do you feel that you have learned your lesson yet? What is your ultimate goal? Who are you? Have you received/read A Course of Love, by Mari Perron?

God bless you Sabrina Christ.”

My response, “I cannot read that book. I have tried. My Guides use my dyslexia to full advantage and make sure I do not read or take in what is not needed. The words looked foreign to me as if I was reading a foreign language like Chinese.