Hello world. The following was written 12/05/2016.
Ladies and gentlemen, my Husband, Alex and I have talked extensively about us having “friendships” outside of our relationship. ALL are to be kept out in the open with NOTHING being hidden or kept private for any reason. That includes private emails, text messages, video chats and phone calls. If you cannot share openly here in the public eye with me… Then there is nothing to be shared and there is no friendship worth changing my agreement with my Husband for, EVER! My Husband and the relationship I have with him comes before any and all. Even our perspective families. The only exception would be God and Spirit.
If you cannot respect this choice we have made… Then maybe it is time for you to move on to another. I do not have the time, inclination, nor the energy to keep secretive closed minded people around me these days.
A brother asks, “Who r u and what is your nationality and what is your present status?”
My response, “I am that I am. I am a Human Being. I am here and aware of my existence. I am alive!”
My brother states, “very logical and philosophical answer. I appreciate it.”
My response, “The questions asked have a shallowness that I am guided to press you to look deeper than you are. The shallow answers would be a married woman who runs her own business. Her parents, Father Caucasian and Mother Filipino. She is 45 years old with one son. She stands 5' tall and weighs in at 155 lbs.
This shallow answer says nothing about who I truly am within. All it describes is the shell of who I am represented as being in this manifestation.
Brother how you are seeing me is the illusion. To look only at the surface, the outer shell is what we are taught to do. Even with ourselves. We are taught to never look deeper into why we do what we do and think what we think and believe what we believe. When starting to look deeper within yourself… You will see your reflection differently and mine as well.”
My brother asks, “But sister how to look into deeper level how to go within how to find ultimate truth. l am a normal human being.”
My response, “So am I. To go within is to look at what you are thinking in any given moment. I look at my thoughts as they come into my mind. I look at how I am feeling emotionally as the thought goes through my mind. I look at how my body is responding to those emotions and thoughts going through my mind. Then I ask questions of myself, God, and my inner Guides of where it came from, why is it there, and why I am believing it. To go within I listen to my HEART for the answers.”
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.