What is it that you seek here?

Hello world. The following was written 09/13/2019.

My Brothers, what is it that you seek here? Is it a shallow superficial response that does no more than stoke an ego mind? Or do you seek a deeper connection of joining on a spiritual level of mind, heart and soul? What is it that you are seeking? Do you know?

In the first few lessons of ACIM I found myself hearing the directions being given by the teacher and another set of directions being given beyond what the “teacher” was implying it’s meaning was. I found myself listening to and following that other voice within me and not the teacher in front of me.

As was directed I began to look within at my own thoughts and beliefs. The language used for me at the time was that Holy Spirit would use His Light and shine it before me. As He would shine His Light into all the nooks and crannies along the pathways that are the labyrinth of my mind, He will guide me back to the Center to my beginnings and where the One infinite Creator awaits me and my coming home to the Truth of who I am and am meant to be.

I asked myself, “What is it I am seeking here? What do I really want to know and understand? Who am I? What have I experienced all the things that I have? Why did they do the things they did to me? I want to know and understand the Truth! I want the whole Truth and nothing but the Truth! I am tired of being lied to, used, abused and manipulated. I want to be free of my pain and misery fully and make it so no one can ever cause me to…